this is a great love story, which shows us how powerful love can be, yet people still try to control how they really feel. pass it to a friends you love. not tomorrow, not next week, but today! the next day maybe too late. i hope this would serve as a lesson to all those who love but are afraid to show it.
as i sat there in english class, i stared at the girl next to me. she was my so called "BESTFRIEND". i stared at her long silky hair and wished she was mine, but she didn't notice me like that and i knew it. after class, she walked up to me and said if she had misssed the notes the day before i handed them to her. she said "THANKS" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. i want to tell her, i want her to know that i don't want to be just friends, I LOVE her but i'm just too shy and i don't know why?..
2nd grade, the phone rang. on the other end, it was her. she was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. she ask me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so i did. as i sat next to her on the sofa, i stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. after two hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and 3 bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. she looked at me and said THANKS and gave me a kiss on the cheek. i want to tell her, i want her to know that i don't want to be just friends, i love her but i'm just too shy and i don't know why?.
senior year, the day before the prom she walked to my locker. "my date is sick" she said, "he's not gonna go" well, i didn't have a date, and in 7th grade we made a promise that if either of us have no dates we would go together just as "BESTFRIENDS" so we did. prom night, after everything was over, i was standing at her front door step. i stared at her as she smiled with her crystal eyes. i want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that and i knew it. then she said, "had the best time", THANKS and gave me a kiss on the cheek. i want to tell her, i want her to know that i don't want to be just friends, i love her but i'm just too shy and i don't know why?
day passed, then a week, then a month. before i could blink, it was graduation day. i watched her as her perfect body floated like an angel upon stage to get her diploma. i wanted her to be mine but she didn't notice me like that and i knew it. before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat and cried as i hugged her. then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said "YOU'RE MY BESTFRIEND", THANKS and gave me a kiss on the cheek. i want to tell her, i want her to know that i don't want to be just friends, i love her but i'm just too shy and i don't know why?
now i'm sitting in the pews of the church that girl is getting married.
that girl is getting married now.
i watched her to say "I DO" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. i want her to be mine, but she didn't seem like that, and i knew it. but before she drove away, she came to me and said "YOU CAME!" THANKS and kiss me on the cheek. i want to tell her that i don't want to be just friends, i love her but i'm just too shy and i don't know why?
years passed, i looked at the coffin of a girl who used to be my BESTFRIEND. at the service, they read a diary entry she wrote in her highschool years. this is what it read: "I STARE AT HIM WISHING HE WAS MINE, BUT HE DOESN'T NOTICE ME LIKE THAT, AND I KNEW IT. I WANT TO TELL HIM, I WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE JUST FRIENDS, I LOVE HIM BUT I'M JUST TOO SHY AND I DON'T KNOW WHY? I WISHED HE WOULD TELL ME HE LOVE ME! AND I WISH I DID TOO!" i thought to myself and cried.
Currently feeling: sad